a good year

i remember telling andrew last year that "i got a feeling that 2006 will be a good year". and he told me to say "2006 will be a good year" so i don't leave a backdoor about happiness for myself. and true enough, this year has been one of the best i ever had. well den it probably aint that fabulous, with a fair share of tears, frustration, loss, insecurity. and there are still unresolved issues. but thru it all, i see myself growing up and learning and most imptly receiving love. and so i realise how impt it is to start of with hope. things arent gg to be out of the world and most likely not gg to be according to plan. but what the hell, we might as well smile into the new year rather than gg into it feeling uncertain.

sometimes in our rush to get what we want in life, we forgot how blessed we all are actually.

i know i love to lament how tough the media industry is. and have little confidence to earn a keep in future. and i wun deny that i am nervous abt PI. am i gg to be up to the job?

but urghhhh WAKE UP SHI TING!! it's gg to be bad if you think it is gg to be bad. 2007 WILL be another good year!